[Sean's head is spinning. And he doesn't get away this time. He gets read his rights, handcuffed, and forced to sit down on the concrete. And maybe, just to add insult to injury, Sean ends up first getting told off, and then getting an apology that he knows doesn't count. If Connor was actually sorry, he'd let him go. He just hunches in on himself while the world keeps careening around him like a shitty carnival ride and closes his eyes.]
Won't be okay. [His voice is a little slurred, like he's drunk. And a little bitter too, because Connor's lying to him, and he doesn't want to hear it. Not now. Not after he took advantage of Sean like this.] They're gonna deport me.
[Sean hunches in tighter on himself. Fuck. Fuck, he's going to cry. He's going to fucking cry and isn't that just the cherry on this shit sundae. He got arrested for his stupid job that's the only thing that he can do that pays the bills and still has money left over, and he might get charged with murder and go to jail, but most likely, no matter what happens, he's going to get sent back to Ireland, and that's it. No more apartment. No more dating. Best case scenario, he lives at home and goes straight back into the closet and never comes out again.
Worst case, he goes to jail and by the time they let him out, ma will be dead, and it'll be his fault for being so goddamn stupid to believe a cop might actually be nice.
He doesn't look at Connor. He just keeps his head bowed and leans forward to hide his face in his knees.]
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Won't be okay. [His voice is a little slurred, like he's drunk. And a little bitter too, because Connor's lying to him, and he doesn't want to hear it. Not now. Not after he took advantage of Sean like this.] They're gonna deport me.
[Sean hunches in tighter on himself. Fuck. Fuck, he's going to cry. He's going to fucking cry and isn't that just the cherry on this shit sundae. He got arrested for his stupid job that's the only thing that he can do that pays the bills and still has money left over, and he might get charged with murder and go to jail, but most likely, no matter what happens, he's going to get sent back to Ireland, and that's it. No more apartment. No more dating. Best case scenario, he lives at home and goes straight back into the closet and never comes out again.
Worst case, he goes to jail and by the time they let him out, ma will be dead, and it'll be his fault for being so goddamn stupid to believe a cop might actually be nice.
He doesn't look at Connor. He just keeps his head bowed and leans forward to hide his face in his knees.]