[He knows he's not making this easier, or better. But he wants to be honest. He wants to not make Sean feel like he's going to deceive him. Whether or not it continues to ruin their relationship, he wants Sean to at least be able to trust his word.]

I'm not going to let them deport you. Anything I can do to make this better, I will. Even if your ma would be happy to take you in I want that to be a last resort. I don't want you to leave.

But...I guess if worse comes to worst, we'd figure out how to keep in touch, yeah.